!Monday, January 29, 2007
@ 12:31 AM
jagshemesh!
lazy... lazy... i've been hitted by the lazy bug. heehee.
while there seems to be a million things to do for the hols, i'm just taking my time. oh dear i don't know what i saying. my mom had just casually mentioned that i still can't speak clearly even at the grand age of seventeen. that's sad.
!Tuesday, January 23, 2007
@ 2:29 PM
crit is over, yet i sat here feeling empty and dejected.
it's really disappointing, the way this project goes. naturally it would have been my fault that this has happened, but, what have i done to deserve this?
i'll make sure i'll never ever get this feeling again for the rest of my life. it felt like a trip to hell and one way back.
!Friday, January 19, 2007
@ 10:23 PM
i'm a morbid doll.
many thoughts racing through my head now, i don't know where to begin. i just saw a pad thrown out of a building and landing in front of me. a f**king USED PAD. i'm so lucky. i really feel lucky. it could have landed on my head.
i was looking through james's panels today (he is also doing Miyazaki), and his title was Uterus For You and I. i heard that the lecturers was spellbound by his wonderful concept. and he didn't even finish his work! and didn't submit on time. i envy him.
i don't believe it. i don't believe it. i need to stretch my comfort zone man.
my crit just came and went. it wasn't very good. i think they were trying to tell me i can do much much better but dare not because i look like i could burst into tears any moment.
i'm so addicted to yahoo!'s odd news. it's so interesting and out of the ordinary. a butt-printing teacher was fired because of his outside activities, which is painting. using his buttocks and genitals and smearing it with paint. i think he should be fired and just be a normal artist. i'll be disgusted if he was my teacher.
2007 is coming... time to review and set new goals...
!Tuesday, January 16, 2007
@ 12:16 AM
check
check
check
check check check!
i've gotten everything i want! yay yay yay. thank ya junhao for the birkies. yay i'm so happy. thank ya meiliang for the perfume. yay yay yay. thank ya everyone for everything that happened to me! thank ya lecturers for giving me stress and therefore make me delay the arrival of da yi ma for one month! thank ya!
my crit is on friday and my computer has apparently taken to not opening microstation and being able to install autoviz. It knows i'm very stress so don't want me to do more donkey work. honestly for the past few days i feel like a cow. moo. work and work. so i went to yinn's place to do my autoviz overnight. i arrived at 3pm and we worked till the following day 3pm then rush to sunshine plaza to print. that would be 24hours straight-no-stop of autoviz.
anyways, judyjudy, here are the photos of the toys i have collected with junhao. not alot compared to cheekeong and xindi's loot, but brings back sweet memories.
all these.. plus some other adorable knick knacks of which i lost the photos, plus a recent mickey mouse wallet..
the japanese mickey mouse i collects.. (see the one on the left, there ae differences) i like jap minnies.
junhao gave this to me when we were really broke and this was one of the monthly presents. 
my favorite jap minnie that i carry around. where i goes, she follows. she has gotten very dirty but i can't bear to bathe her because of her skin nature.
one thing interior design has taught me unexpectedly is learning to let go. when you are so helpless, there is nothing but to learn to go. my crit is on friday, i just want it to be over.
therefore, when 2006 ends, i'll set a new corner for goals. you'll understand as time moves on.
!Thursday, January 04, 2007
@ 3:30 PM
it's been so long i didn't blog, i've forgotten my password.
today will be a random post again. school's restarting, it's 2007, but i've felt like i've been living in 2006 and 2007 since last year. during new year eve, i remembered a number of people asking me about new year resolutions. i'm not sure. i think resolutions are bullshits. not only do people break them (never had the will to follow them out), resolutions are just goals looking for a "prefect timing" to be started. if you make a goal, do it NOW. don't wait for new year.
anyway, i'll be renewing my goals soon, since primer 3 is closing and i have many things to reflect upon.
number 1, take care of my health. recently something happened to me which makes me remember that i don't have a good health in the first place. so, i can't be so picky with food now. esp. when i'm the number one Picker.
school's starting in few days, yet i can't finish my work. i was darn sure i could finish. it's the computer that ruined me.
meanwhile, me meiliang chuxiang and junhaodear went to the countdown. it was enjoyable, but if i had started screaming i'm sure i would lose control. that was a claustophobia struggle. I don't like the smell of humans squeezing together.
