!Tuesday, March 27, 2007
@ 7:38 PM
i'm a lucky girl this weekend.
why, you may ask. because i recieved presents even though it's not my birthday/anniversary/whatever. muahahaa!!! happy happy.
first i received something from junhaodear although i've clearly forgotten what it is. rah. anyways. the second present i received is from meiliang!! heehee. :smacks lips in glee:
this is the shirt she bought me. nice huh? you better say nice because if not i'll cobble you on the head. hahahaa. from meiliang's favourite place Bossini!
the nice vest that i've been eyeing on also. but it's 49bucks which is pretty expensive for Bossini things.
Meiliang also got me a super colourful rainbow strips sweater! it cheered me up immediately. because i think i was quarrelsome that day. this is also from Bossini. heehee if you see me wearing you'll know.
and, and, there's one more thing! guess what junhao bought me??
JUNHAODAR BOUGHT ME AN EIFFEL TOWER!
heh heh. only that this is not the real one. i called him when i was on the way to meet him and he said he was clutching my present. so i spent the rest of my trip wondering what it was. i thought it was the m.a.c eyeliner he had kindly gotten fom jocelyn for me. NO. it was not. so now i also need to take from joc. anways, i love this! i love this!!! heehee.
and i just rebonded my hair. thanks jiaxin! i'm out!
!Saturday, March 24, 2007
@ 12:32 AM
today is the day!
i met up with junhao and he has thinned. poor thing. surprisingly his complexion looks good too. i thought the rash has bowled him over or something but, no, he looks good! no wonder the doctor didn't allow him to go home hahaaa.
i was feeling insecured today so i ended up ranting at him most of the time. rah. it is so weird, but, only him has the power to make me feel like exploding into a million pieces in anger and feel really helpless. sigh. it's really bad, i don't know how to say this.
i saw lydia just now and she approached me. she was very nice about it because i saw her and couldn't recognize her and i gave a super black face because of the winning eleven thing. i think joc, ferynn and jac will agree with me that winning eleven, virtual striker and shit is really unappealing. anyways, she walk towards me and said hi. it was really friendly of her and lydia, if you ever see this, i'm sorry! for giving you a black face, that is.
that's all for today, i'm lacking of writing inspiration.
!Saturday, March 17, 2007
@ 5:56 PM
Meet My Cow
very cute hor? junhao got it for me the day before he went to army.
so yesterday, he asked me what was i doing. "i'm hanging out with my cow and mickey mouse." i texted back. then he said something funny. "miss me c cow k?" wahahaa. so i was looking at the cow. i think i'll call it 'miss me c cow k'. heehee. on the other hand i'ld like to call it Cash. i dunno why, the name cash sounds very adorable for a cow. and reminds me of a piggy bank.
This is Jesse Metcalfe. remember John the gardener from desperate housewives? anyways, he's the first person i've seen who looks very good being botak. even better than relatively long hair (see last picture). he's good looking being botak without looking like he came out from army. heehee. i wonder how junhao looks like being botak and all.
!Saturday, March 10, 2007
@ 1:49 AM
omg i look like winnie-the-pooh now. with my stomach sticking out by a mile.today meiliang accompanied me to jurong point for an interview with storm (hair salon). hopefully i can work there! hopefully they make my hair nice nice for free! WAHAHAA. my expected salary was $900, which is low i know. but they might not hire me so have to put lower. then demand later.
sigh. if u know what i mean. of late i've been feeling strange. it's not the moody feeling anymore. i don't get moody and upset. i just go 'Ok', but i feel strange. not angry or something. argh.
today is saturday, on tuesday junhao will go army. sigh. i need to get a job otherwise i'll start thinking about unecessary things. i figured we've spent more time together than everyone else does but i dunno, i think we still behave like twins stuck at the hips.
today after the job interview, meiliang and me walked around a bit and she went home. meiliang is always there for me and i feel grateful and happy. i remembered in the past f4 and chinyee were always there for me. they are the ones that not even junhao could replace. back to topic. in the interview meiliang saw lovebirds junhao and chunzheng whizzing by. so after she went home i went to find them. we played arcade and pool. lili and ben came. they were junhao's colleagues. in the middle of the pool game junhao and chunzheng said that ben is like junjie.
ben is like junjie. for a moment i thought how junjie was like. and i forgot. after staring at ah ben for a while did the memories flowed back into me. the laughter, the personality, the chuckle and the glint in his eyes. it's a real pity that i have to remember junjie through this way. gosh i talk like as if junjie has died or something. just maybe... in my eyes the now-jj could not revived into the junjie i've always knew and adored.
speaking of jj, i think it's quite of affectionate when people call me jj. mr lee and mrs lee first started calling me, and that my coach, who couldn't say my name properly. mrs lee patted on my head and said, "jj's asleep".
i want to get a job!!! if i can't then i must!