!Thursday, November 29, 2007
@ 8:55 PM
this week was a resting week, a "chalet" week as we would call it...
mass gambling today, and my sweet friends shan and van paid off my credits (3 bucks) with their winnings credits to the gambler weiqiang. heh.
class politics. it's hard to figure it out.
meanwhile, we had our lecture today at 3pm instead of 1. my disease-plagued lecturer will be back next week. an announcement to hand in a new TOD essay next year 040108. we have one year to complete it isn't it so?
sat is my 2 years with junhao and we have a choir concert at night! hmmm. i'm thinking of bringing him to barracks/rochester park/marine south bay to dine or something. hmmm. i don't know, we shall see.
2 years together. hmmmm.
!Tuesday, November 27, 2007
@ 12:44 AM
it's the way you make me feel....
!Sunday, November 25, 2007
@ 1:26 AM
hmmmm.. nothing much today, i lugged junhao all over orchard today and we got a pair of black velvet pumps. how i wish it was made of suede!!!!!!!!! argharghargh.
because, if it rains, i'm going to have to speed to a shelter till the floor is dry. velvet is a really bad material, suitable for maybe only art and craft material.
nonetheless, junhaodear, thank you for the shoes! i will religiously wear it. unless it rains of course.
so we walked all over orchard and went to the epicentre for junhao to ooo and ahh at the ipod touch because he likes it so much. i'm fine with it, as long as got music coming out of the mp3 and got radio can already.
then we went to ralph lauren to look at the brown bag because i naively thought it costed about 200?
this tweet version cost about 700. -.-
this version cost about 295.
anyways i'm totally out of frequency alrd la. sians. if i ever buy my IT bag soon it will be when i have my attachment... which i predict will be long hours with no overtime pay and loads of commitment. not that i'm complaining, but i hope that the bosses don't 'fully utilize' students since they are underpaid. like my phillipines friends from barracks.
it's the bags and wallets entry!
like this 2 the most!
oh gosh all from l.a.m.b. how i love it! quirky, fun and 'it' wallet to have!
!Friday, November 23, 2007
@ 12:32 AM
dear heaven,
i had always believed in similar looking people but never seen anyone that i knew and look so identical. dear judy oh dear judy, i have found your male twin!!!
i am such a kaypoh!
(i can't stop sniggering now.)
!Wednesday, November 21, 2007
@ 11:57 PM
this few days has beeen better... well thank goodness for the rest! tomorrow is my crit again, very nervous, because we have a real-life client!
just watched sketches of frank gehry, not too bad, made me less nervous because he said that it's ok to do what you want, love what you want to do. well, good for him to say it, he's a starchitect and we are not.
i wanna be a starchitect too.... but it isn't easy isn't it? to have your work and emotions revealed to the whole world and get slammed in the face.. that takes a hell lot of courage.
what i need now is know what i want, and have the courage to do it. yes, courage is the word.
my class is recovering from the post-sleepness thing. poor vans, her face bloated like crazy today after she slept for 7 hours (very longer compared to 2hours a day for her)
sometimes i wonder, why do we spent so much money on temporary stuff that will be taken away from us in future? youth... beauty, it doesn't last isn't it? well, at least for youth that is. to phrase it correctly, beauty in youth. does my jobscope create everlasting memories for people? things that are infinite... that lasts for forever and forever...
sidetracking; tom dixon, you are a genius.
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@ 2:29 AM
haven't been blogging for so long.. i forgot i had a blog. le sigh.
loads of uneccessary woes recently, and with every woe it grows on another.. i think i just need time to get away with everything ya? and for people to show love to me... when i thought of this i think of YOU meiliang, keep sending food to me and make me full during my school hours. thank you so much sweetheart! i love love love you. speaking of which i think there should be a couple of mandrin ducks hiding somewhere near us that we don't know. right liang :):):)
for the past week, i left school after ten everyday. and didn't sleep for a couple of days straight. and didn't sleep well the whole week. it's ok la, i'm still alive.
i'm terribly in grieve! didn't went to the andy warhol exhibition. it's a once in a lifetime opportunity! really really. was rushing project. let's hope the hardwork-groupwork pays off. heartpain to think of it now. i still have a painting of my pop art, did it in art class, maybe will take a picture and show it to you guys next time :).
speaking of which i have a couple of paintings from my watercolour painting lessons that i might consider putting in my portfolio.. and i got employed! you see, we have to email companies and send them our portfolio, which is like real life la... well, i got into this : http://www.formwerkz.com/
and barracks owe me 165bucks which they refuse to pay!!! blardy hell i will burn their house man.
speaking of which i should think i need a new change in life again, a new everything, and redefine my goal. do i still want to become an interior designer? my heart says yes... but my body says no.... because of this my weight has been yoyo-ing so much. my ex lecturers told i look "dried", the following day junhao tell me i look fat. i think i'm fat too. but not gona do anything about it. yet. i get very scared when i see anorxic girls, i see nipples popping out of girls tight fitting shirts (damn you! xiaxue) and many things. ahhh, unreasonable hatred.
after ranting so much, it's time to go school! again later in a few hours.
!Wednesday, November 14, 2007
@ 12:05 AM
life is still the same, i'm on a gigantic satay stick slowly skewed over the fire, slowly burning...
after this week! on monday. on monday.
!Sunday, November 11, 2007
@ 2:06 AM
with new trends embarking in the contact lens world, it's hard to imagine what those people will not come up with. i just saw the constellation signs in those contact lens. ya, you know, those little cows in the contact lens -.-
yet i can't find those with a dollar sign in it. i will want to buy it hahaha.
!Friday, November 09, 2007
@ 12:56 AM
haa i'm having the writer's block. tell me what i should do.
i have listened to young folks for at least 10 times today. still listening to it now. i'm gonna load it to my mp3 and listen to it a few more times!
speaking of songs, i do think i have a weird taste for music. only english songs, (maybe occasionally some international songs!) and no preferences over artists. like acoustic versions, don't really like live performances. as of now i still have not find someone who really really likes the same songs as me.. ok maybe one.
meanwhile, there's only something that gets me high for now.
heh. the kitchen is over there!
funny la. the others think we girls are childish and silly. but whatever la, hua hee dio ho right? we still have many many years to be serious and all grown-up ahead of us...
and yet another day of battle continues tomorrow to a site visit school trip and endless project datelines. goodnight everybody, i'm going back to a nightmare.
!Thursday, November 08, 2007
@ 12:34 PM
the whistling is infectious!
!Wednesday, November 07, 2007
@ 7:23 PM
sigh.. life is hell when i only have 3 hours to sleep and can't fall asleep because i'm too tired! with loads on things swirling in my mind....
to add it up i think i have only slept for lesser than 8 hours this week (never mind that it's wed). i haven't slept in a really long time... was like before my birthday week?
and my brain has not been receiving enough oxygen so i can't get the thoughts out.. it took me half an hour to write all this shitz?
whatever it is, 2 more weeks, and i can finally rest for a day.
(nobody wants me T.T i hate ITP)
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@ 1:31 AM
arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! my life is eating me up!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!Sunday, November 04, 2007
@ 6:45 PM
should i get this??!?!!! it's super tempting lah!!
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@ 2:44 AM
had my birthday at GRAZE this tuesday, and oh boy, loads of camwhoring and fun. well, fun as in literally fun, but as usual my mind wandered to some remote places where i thought i shouldn't even had thought of...
well, i'm too lazy to post the pictures. if you guys wanna see some of it you can see it at my fren's blog : http://www.xanga.com/angelinefemininity. or just wait till i upload it. haha.
so...... as for why i have been feeling extremely down lately... sigh. if i relate it, i think we should be able to film a whole serial out of it. but.. if anyone knows anything about it, it's better not to relate it. as far as i can see, anyone who knows it does not know everything about it. so, yeap.
and thru this incident i managed to see people's real characters. people are like teabags, put them in hot water and we will know their true strengths. and weaknesses...
i don't even know why am i talking about this, i didn't want to talk about the unhappy things.
anyways.................................................. this past few weeks has been crazy lah. really. and i just had my full sleep after the f****** elearning last night. damn, i went without sleep for 2 or 3 days? technically we students should be used to it... but, sometimes it really kills. this few weeks has been a test of tenacity. and i am not sure if i had conquer it..
i'm in love with this song, it's called littlest things by lily allen.
!Friday, November 02, 2007
@ 4:28 AM
ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch. what a sharp prick. oh, and what a heartache.
the search for the eternal good and beautiful. i wonder if i'ld ever find it.
!Thursday, November 01, 2007
@ 1:36 AM
i remembered us three; sitting in the big patch of greenland, laughing at the sky overlooking small lil clarke quay, feeling the moist breeze in the redness of our cheeks, unheard delightful conversations, unseen ambitions.
for a brief moment we forgot we were doing site research at clarke quay; dreaming about the buildings we were going to build. yes it was lovely.
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@ 12:46 AM
I JUST GOT LUCKY!!!
(no, no, don't think it that way)
will tell you next entry! p/s: happy 1year11months dear junhao!