Let's vintage!

!Saturday, May 31, 2008

@ 11:29 PM

yeah i've stopped my abs training. i hurt my back and my lower abdomen, so it's like whenever i make a sudden move a low dull pain will ensue. very bad. i know. i'm disappointed. i can't do my favorite crunches anymore.

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@ 11:12 PM

WELCOME BACK MR CHENG CHISUEN! :D

!Friday, May 30, 2008

@ 10:52 PM

p/s: vans and yinn are on the cover of SP webbie! do check it out.

www.sp.edu.sg

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@ 10:09 PM

TADA! our first kayaking trip of 2008. i went with a heavy heart thinking that it was going to be dreary. nope. the sky even looked like it was about to cry. being the head-strong people that my classmates are, they insisted on carrying it out all the same. while some of us stayed on the shore happily :D

happy holiday makers

the three ladies who guarded the coast

robin was robbed of his body to avail us of some sand burying fun.

love this picture. faking it and looking fo' real.

posing again. heh heh.

this was another best part. we borrowed life jackets from our mates and gave floating a go. it was my first time floating, free from worries.

sand burying me. i guess it turned out to be a really futile trip because everyone was having fun and the temperature was just right. not scrotching hot, just "golden" warm and fuzzy. and great great company.

drama 101

botak jones for dinner! look at jianping sinking his jaws into the food. he has grown so much in more than one way.

greasy greasy food we love :)

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@ 3:09 AM

beans has a good sense of humour.

more kayaking photos coming up next entry!

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@ 12:59 AM

p/s p/s p/s: after 3/4 of sleeping, drinking cups and cups of pepsi with salt, funny tea that my ahma made and persuade me to drink, then sweat it out (to let the poison out no?)

i feel better now!!

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@ 12:47 AM

ahhhh... don't get me wrong, the second last entry was not about me and junhao when i say i need to get my priorities right and stop crying so much.....

it's about me growing up as a person, learning to let go of some things.. for this few years i've been juggling my activities like crazy, with work, friends, junhao so much that i've neglected my family. i'm learning to appreciate them more now..

sometimes it gets really tiring, when within 24hours there is so many activites to juggle. like, after school meet people, and when i get home late at night it's never rest. i need to complete my project task, often forgoing sleep or sleeping at an average 3am every night.

not feeling emo now :) but i do get dreary when i think about it.

p/s: don't get me wrong ahh i think i just phrase it wrongly in that entry. me and junhao are very blissful now :D

!Wednesday, May 28, 2008

@ 10:35 PM

i'm so sick la! hate it hate it.

i cannot move around properly and it takes me ages to get up from my seat. oh man. lucky it's the hols now and i can get a good rest. if not, project hor. shudders.

at this moment i feel sorry for the old people. it's like, they have difficulty moving around and they live their lives in a slower motion. what am i saying...

i have a very sexy raspy voice now!

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@ 10:29 PM

i resolve to:

1. clean up the mess in my life
2. get my priorities right
3. to be strong and not vulnerable anymore
4. stop being a crybaby
5. come to terms with myself
6. not be a pushover anymore

come to think of it it has nearly been 2 and a half years since me and junhao got together. junhao has made me realise the importance of family love and being fillial. and i have mellowed down so much.

yesterday was a wake up call.

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@ 2:22 AM

song keeps repeating over and over in my head now. heart warming.

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@ 2:18 AM

dedicated especially to angeline, and anyone out that has courage to follow their dream.

hi angeline

to be honest we had a good chat about you just now. very serious chat. looks like beeyun understands and appreciates you the most. it's hard to understand and accept the fact that many people find it hard to rely on their parents or themselves for financial assistance. to be honest i too face the same thing. i wanted to go into uni so much. but i know my parents are not able to finance me totally because my sister is heading to you. i know what i want in my life. but i have to work for it myself. so hard till i get it. i'm not as strong as you. and i guess i'm not as considerate as you to think about my parents. but i will now. really i will. this i admire you very much for it.

i can emphathize with you very much. when the guys related the incident i thought you were making your opinion again. you always make strong opinions about the things you feel strongly about. i knew that you will not take chances/luck as your decision. i know you have a backup plan. and i think you might have given them the misunderstanding that you treat this as your only chance. you know what i mean?
oh i feel like talking to you now.

after today changed my way of thinking so much, i'm crying and thinking and crying.

gal, take heart and follow your dream. i will wish you well throughout the whole journey. and i know you can make it.

!Monday, May 26, 2008

@ 1:31 PM

AHHHHHHH THE HOLS ROLLS IN :):):)

that makes me a supa dupa happy lady. plans for the hols are still not confirmed, but definitely some kind of a plan will come by. i live with ambitions, i live with a goal. lol.

anyway, the kayaking trip was very fun. the temperature was perfect, and the sun was golden warm and not exactly scorching. and the panoramic view of the sky. truly, the best things in life are free. peals of laughter, tons of jokes. photos when i get them =)

i got a tiny tan ok! am very happy about it.

!Sunday, May 25, 2008

@ 4:10 AM

my highly energetic lovely classfrens. hee. you haven't seen the mess we made with clay. why is the laminated timber floor looking kind of white? could it be from the clay? sssssssshhhh.

my most number of entries in a day -.-