!Friday, July 25, 2008
@ 10:35 PM
You look nervous. Is it the scars? You want to know how I got them? Come here. Hey, look at me. So I had a wife, beautiful; like you. Who tells me, I worry too much. Who tells me, I ought to smile more. Who gambles, and gets in deep with sharks. One day they carve her face. We have no money for surgeries. She can't take it! I just want to see her smile again. I just want her to know that I don't care about the scars. So I stick a razor in my mouth and do this... to myself. And you know what? She can't stand the sight of me! She leaves. Now I see the funny side. Now I'm always smiling!
funny seh joker.
!Thursday, July 24, 2008
@ 12:11 AM
current gaga video of the moment.
i salute the jumping man. bet xxx from wwss couldn't do this!
!Wednesday, July 23, 2008
@ 12:22 AM
today is a simply good day because i can actually surf the net without touching any of the stupid work shit. hahahaa. excuse me. i just can't stand the work load.
actually this whole week is a good one. and i'm simply going to savour it.
!Monday, July 21, 2008
@ 12:21 PM
life is a strange thing.
just when i thought i have seen everything, something hits me right on the face. today i have yet again experienced selfless giving from somebody. that really really makes my day.
thank you meiliang for your selfless giving. you have yet again show me what treasuring friendships are. i love you.
i am a very blessed person. i admit it. life has been very smooth for me this 18 years. i have loving parents who really really show their love for me, a sister who buy things for me and listens to me, a boyfriend that cares for me, friends (BFF) that are there for me. and friends that silently keep a lookout for me. hahahaa. yes jianping.
all these people have taught me how to love and appreciate the people around me. and taught me how to give too. like carine once told me, "give and take". aha meeting her on wed. i can't wait to see my F3.
p/s: sidetracking i am in a very disorganized mind now i can't think properly.
p/p/s: there is really such a stupid thing called forgetting to bring my work to school. i happily went out in the morning thinking i got all my stuff ready. then i realise my precious journal is not with me. oh god. i must stop being such a scatterbrain if not i will not graduate in time.
!Tuesday, July 15, 2008
@ 4:30 AM
miss chia gave birth to a lovely baby girl today.
she said, "it's a girl, and i hope she will grow up to be sensible like you and meiling." i can't tell you how heartwarming this is and how much this means to me. it's like this small fire glowing in my heart. geez.
congratulations are in order! :)
p/s: i did something i wouldn't believe today, i actually keep this quote with me.
god give me the grace to accept the things that i cannot change, the courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
my concept of god may be different from many people, but this is something that i will keep inside my heart.
!Sunday, July 13, 2008
@ 5:31 PM
Quote of the Day
"The only way of finding a solution is to fight back, to move, to run, and to control that pressure." - Rafael Nadal
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@ 1:45 PM
weight of the world
sat on my shoulders
strength that i need
pain that rode on
will i ever get out
of this endless abyss?
!Thursday, July 10, 2008
@ 11:30 PM
i know life is a biatch when nothing is going right for me.
!Sunday, July 06, 2008
@ 2:59 AM
i guess i have to take a leaf out of xinyi's entry too.
"guess ive got to learn to protect myself, build a defensive wall around me and be less gullible lest i get hurt. "
yes. and answer the questions that i have been hiding from.
p/s: me and junhao have placed an incredible load of faith on xinyi's eligibity. so xinyi, don't worry and smile like you always do!
p/p/s: i hate blogging, i do not know how to address people when i blog. should it be "i hope she is well." or "i hope you are well?"
!Saturday, July 05, 2008
@ 4:25 AM
i regret not taking hip hop classes with vans and yinn.
there are many things that happened in my poly life that i regret not doing. but i'll not elaborate on that. instead, do see how wonderful this b-girl is.
!Thursday, July 03, 2008
@ 5:27 AM
i'm shoe crazy! once it hit the stores... muahahhaa.
by topshop
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@ 5:11 AM
lust of the moment : raybans
wayfarers
sg don't have red ones lah! every spectacle shop i went to sold black or white. grrr.
first saw it on audrey hepburn in the movie breakfast at tiffany's. brings back the good old memories, xy, angel and me in the pinic mat on the grass under the big tree watching the super uber cool outdoor screen. le sigh.
anyway i saw the inspired ones on fredflare.com and i'm tempted. if i wear it for like, more than 1 year and i still like it i will buy the red rayban. come to mama!
fredflare has this purple pair.
so i'm waiting for any fredflare spree now. hee.
!Tuesday, July 01, 2008
@ 8:06 PM
i stayed home today. been resting and resting and resting. the lady in red visited me so i'm having a goddamn ache all over my torso. i have not stayed at home for a whole day since junhao's chalet. so, it's a good time now.
the day before we went to do tod at van's place. mr gary was simply hilarious. and out of a sudden i remembered the autumn festival scene. it was very enjoyable.
anyway, my timetable is out for the coming month. the workload is simply dreadful. i have to get myself out of it and not be a slave to time.
random post ;)