!Monday, June 29, 2009
@ 11:45 PM
still can't get over MJ's death.. don't know why but it affected me pretty much. rip MJ, i will always remember you for your good ways.
meanwhile, work is fine, i'm learning as much as i can and my colleagues are nice. went to the alley bar for the interns' farewell and we had a 'ball of time'.
'TA!' hahaha.
my 'mentor' is the red bunny. too bad he left the company alrd!
poor ku was framed.
!Sunday, June 28, 2009
@ 11:35 AM
my old photos. the second one came as a surprise actually, when mr chuxiang upload it in facebook. frankly i really don't remember where it came from, maybe it's the cecelia BBQ at chuxiang's place.
but, wtf? YOU SEE CHINYEE AND ME. hahahah!!!
the first photo too, quite funny ah.
recent photo. i don't really take a lot of photos, but i like to take photos of objects. i'm also suffering from the flabby-arms-syndrome.
P/S: meiliang u still look the same siah!!!
!Saturday, June 27, 2009
@ 2:29 PM
tell me how to go out, when i'm informed at the last min!
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@ 1:53 PM
the sad news of his death has affected me at work all day yesterday. it's always the least expected people who dies!
!Friday, June 19, 2009
@ 3:03 PM
back from photoshoot~~~
collection 3
i'm particularly pleased with this photo.speaking of which, i'm saving for a new camera. after all, mine is about 6 years old. haha.
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@ 1:36 PM
gulp. this beautiful necklace. from the etsy store.
a girl can only dream about it.
!Wednesday, June 17, 2009
@ 1:10 AM
can you spot my word? haha. it should be (fill in the blanks) to find, because i couldn't stand facing the fish any longer in photoshop. gaaaah. but i do have a concept about this picture. it's about LUCK.
junhao, i let you know a little secret. being the ever realistic person i am, i do believe in my own luck sometimes but i just don't rely on it in case the luck run away.
my concept is about being lucky when you least expect it. it's like the word in the picture, can't really see the word in the ugly fish but once you see it you will feel different. or maybe you can compare it to the phrase, "the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow after the rain".
being lucky is a general word. it does not dedicate itself particularly to wealth. in my case, i got a job, a job offer and some news about the new university which made me really really happy. and a little bit hopeful.
being lucky is also sometimes being blessed by 'mortal angels'. friends who secretly support you. well, not really secretly, but they do things unexpectedly. like how jianping bought the cookies i have been looking for but were too stingy to buy it at 7eleven when i went back to my house to get the letter i made for him. he didn't want me to pay. and another particular girl. your simple gesture made me grateful.
it's simple gestures, that make me so happy. and lucky.
p/s: i slept at 11 pm and woke up at 7.45am. it was one of the loveliest days i've had in a long time. so i'm going to bed now and do the same for tomorrow! no more guilt when i wake up.
!Saturday, June 13, 2009
@ 4:27 PM
am gawking over stella mccartney's resort 2010.
!Wednesday, June 10, 2009
@ 5:22 AM
I LOVE BJORK.
she is a piece of living art.
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@ 3:05 AM
a conversation going in my mind, a dialouge by 2 small voices.
voice 1: sometimes i wish i have friends who would initiate helping me out. is that term called caring?
voice 2: yes. it's nice to have friends caring for you, but isn't it too demanding of you to expect them to panter to your whims?
voice 1: yeah, that's why this conversation is existing now.
voice 2: sometimes, it's better to be independent. you can't expect everyone to be there for you all the time. when you do things for yourself, and by yourself, a bittersweet kind of feeling emerge. bitter if you are lonely, sweet knowing that you accomplished it by yourself.
voice 1: i don't want to feel bitter about it.
i have came a long way. when i was in primary 3, there was a field trip organised by the community center. i badly wanted to go, but no matter how i plead, my mom wouldn't agree to bring me go.
"go alone."
so i did. that experience was some kind of bittersweet. most of all, i tasted my first reluctant independence.
thinking about it makes me want to laugh all over again. independence is vital. people come and go. one day your good friend may leave you (no, not me). one day your boyfriend may leave you (no, not me too). understanding yourself is important. seek solace and reflect upon yourself. i did that and i feel happier now.
!Monday, June 08, 2009
@ 12:38 AM
change is a broad topic. it is not just a word. alphabetically speaking, change is just a message to symbolise the actions of the verb. if we do not understand the meaning of change, the word can prove fearful for many.
'change' is subjective. it can have many different meanings to many different people. personally, 'change' is associated with bad memories. bad experiences. bad decisions. and it always involve the other people. 'you have changed so much, i can barely recognise you.'
i'm not talking about changing at face value. you know, those skin cleansing agents that go 'a new face, a new you?'. it's something deeper than that. and perhaps, it's something more innate, intimate, intuitive.
we change all the time. people change all the time. in the book 'who moved my cheese?', one of the little men discovered, 'if you do not change, you can become extinct.' i'm learning to accept that people do change, and i'm coming to terms with people not accepting people's changes. i'm sure it's for the better, and things will work it out for themselves.
do what you need to do, and the rest will do what it needs to be done by itself.
i change because i have to.
!Thursday, June 04, 2009
@ 11:31 PM
!Monday, June 01, 2009
@ 7:06 PM
http://happybowday.livejournal.com/
happy bow day! an initiative set up by yip since she is not working and a certain ahemm! someone has been nagging about my 'tai-tai-ness'. (note: i am doing my best to get into my ideal firm, don't worry)
anyway i got too carried away making bows, so putting it to good use ;) please help me out here!
p/s: i have been procrastinating for a month about this project now, so if not now, then when?
p/p/s: mr ong is in perth now, my skin itchy for a few days already. i wonder what is he bringing home? a kangeroo? kola bear?
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@ 6:46 PM
i went to watch GOLDFINGER with meiliang, raina ad her bf, and their friend redzuan on friday. well it was pretty fun.. but the plot a bit chim ah, despite me reading up before going.
in the movie i fell in love with a particular house, made of wooden panelling and concrete. the form and proportions were perfect. and i can't find that picture damnnit.
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@ 12:33 AM
there were many things miss chia always tell me, but i will always remember what she told me - to strive, to seek and never to yield.
what she had told me on my graduation day had me welded up in tears. thank you for attending my graduation miss chia. i'm really touched.
at age 20, puberty really ends here.