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!Sunday, September 26, 2010

@ 10:16 PM

is it ever right to put expectations on people?

is it ever possible to embrace change, for better or for worse, in whatever your friends do?

i will never know. i don't really care what people do anyway. until they make it my concern.

i only thought about it when you said i have changed. i guess it was your impression of me that changed. it was your impression of me all along, because how can you know me when i don't even understand myself?

it's a strange world.

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@ 10:01 PM

haven't been blogging for quite some time, but many thoughts have passed my mind.

i wonder.

this week is a special week, i stayed home for the weekend. friday night was f1 with ariff, great company and nice performance by missy elliot. then it was working on saturday till 8pm with my director and colleague. and i went home after that to watch the dvd meteor garden which i have bought. it was such a nice feeling since i haven't been watching tv for a few years now.

if only i can get my hands on the whole set of sex and the city dvd.

so i stayed at home today, cooked lunch and snoozed, watch a bit of meteor garden and read some magazines, ordered in mac and did a bit of tidying up. was supposed to have plans with 3 groups of friends today but all got cancelled. oh well. guess it's just like this.

i'm starting to get used to not having you around. and being too busy. learning to be independent. learning to take care of myself when no one is there for me when i'm down. learning to be more amiable. i'm learning to treasure my new found freedom.

and i'm happy.

!Sunday, September 26, 2010

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