!Monday, October 02, 2006
@ 4:01 PM
2nd week of school, it has been a hell of a ride. very soon we'll have our holidays again. i believe.
i wonder why people have to behave like adults? how does an adult behave?
looking back, i did not enjoyed my childhood (the malicious gossiping running in the other family has already manipulated my mind into a scheming plan), in secondary school i felt that i was not grown up enough, and now i think being an adult isn't a good idea. why do we behave like that?
on a lighter note i have already done my work (so i might be quite free this week). NO, I AM NOT BEING KIASU WHEN I DO MY WORK EARLY. i just wish to have an easier life later. for today, i clearly wouldn't like to panic in the middle of night not being able to finish my stuff. i still want to watch my america's next top model.
yesterday was a nightmare. i went to the hometeam carnival to help out (10-4, $40). i got cheated. ARGH! you know this dunking machine? initially both junhao and me assumed that dunking refers to picking up balls from the basketball hoops. what happened was i became the sitter on top of the tank of water whereby people have to throw the ball so i would drop into the tank immediately.
while some people ENJOY this process sitting on top, i was not prepared, i was wearing makeup, no one told me and i have no clothes PLUS i have a fear of water and height. SHIT MAN.
if not for the president's arrival i would not have done it. but i realised i prosituted myself.
:angry:: i got scared and more scared (i was shivering, half crying) and literally freaking out. what disgusted me was the fact that people enjoyed looking at others suffering, especially the men. disgusting creatures. i got paid $30 in the end (the others got $40 for tending the stalls). FUCK IT!
of course, i will not be a bastard. i have to thank the malay boys for helping me (by taking turns to sit). i touched a python yesterday ( i like its skin! p/s: it is not slimey, it is very soft). there was this snake performer.
do people always (under all circumstances) do things to their advantage?