!Friday, October 27, 2006
@ 2:25 AM
i was just looking at the flowers junhao gave me today (i.e. 26 oct) and i thought about the relationship between me and the flowers. you see, i share a love-hate relationship with flowers.
i went ga-ga over flowers and drew them in the name of art. of course, i loved my flowers because it doesn't decay like real flowers do and are still nice to look at in the long term. i love getting flowers, but when i see them decay i feel sad. it marks the end of their short-term journey on earth.
these flowers, now looking at it, looks as if they have age 15 years. in the morning they looked like new born babies. it's such a pity to see a good thing gone.
perhaps next time i shall give away flowers when they show signs of decaying.
but, the appreciation comes in watching them decay. for example, i would not get at all emotional over fake flowers. they are like, so fake?!
it's a self conflicting issue. maybe i shouldn't get so emotional over flowers. wahahaa.
had my birthday, it's the strangest strangest strangest birthday i ever had. full details n photos up next.