!Wednesday, August 20, 2008

@ 2:27 AM

submission's so over.. but the aftermath will take some time to sink in. yep.



like angeline says, we've gained alot, lost alot too. for this submisssion, i have lost something very precious and dear to me. anyway. i've thought about it. if i were to stay in this line, will the sacrifices i make in future ever worth it?



sometimes the losses are more than i can stomach, and with the continual commitment in this line, i wonder if i will ever look back and regret.



this submission is really special because it was the ultimate, and i actually couldn't submit some things for the first time because i couldn't finish it. and and and, it changed my perspective of life. and my goals. 4 years of hope, and blam it hit me like that. i've always thought i "want i want i want". but it looks like i need to rethink. the thoughts of it are depressing.

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