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!Friday, March 27, 2009

@ 5:40 AM
there comes a day in my life where time is of no importance in existence, yet of vital importance to determine why i am sitting here typing at 5.41am.

i have had this problem for pretty long now, but recently it has been worse. when everybody is asleep, time, then has been of no importance to me as i continue to make do with the trivial things that has to be done in my daily life. reading of all sorts, web surfing and the like. and tremendous reflections.

to say that my body alarm clock has malfunctioned, will be akin to describing the tip of the iceberg. i would have believe this must be the price to pay for choosing the career path i have chosen - design. design and dilemma.

this is the time when everyone is sleeping and i feel like the only person on earth. the other night i saw the stars at west coast park. they were bright and shining, and it felt like the stars had a gathering at west coast park. i had yearn to lie down and star gaze, but the grass stains were holding me back. so i stood for awhile and thought about the stars. they are just like us, and we are all little creatures of the universe.

i read that all stars and galaxies in the same universe are made of the same substance. once in a primeval age all matter was gathered in a clump so enormously massive that a pinhead weighed many billion of tons. this primeval atom exploded because of the enormous gravitation. thus, when we look up at the sky, we are trying to find the way back to ourselves.

i have not slept well in a long time.

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